destiny like a wheels..never end..

Selasa, 28 Februari 2012

27 feb...22.39 wib

" Capek bathin.......ternyata lbh menguras emosi pikiran tenaga & perasaan......pengen berhenti & keluar dr semua ini.......;( "

+speechless...copas no edit+

Senin, 27 Februari 2012

s.o.r.r.y

i'm sorry...
sedalam-dalamnya meminta maaf buat teman-teman kerja
bukan bermaksud tidak menghormati kalian tapi karena tuntutan kerja yang membuat situasi seperti ini
"memerintah" kepada yang lebih tua...
saya tidak mau kita semua dianggap "kuli"
saya tidak mau kita semua dianggap "tidak bisa"
karena saya tahu kalian semua bisa dengan kapasitas masing-masing yang mereka tidak tahu..
i promise..
akan saya bawa kalian semua ke arah yang lebih baik...
like i say before that...
one for all and all for one...

Jumat, 24 Februari 2012

#one for all and all for one#




 many stories that happened between us
hope that the cooperation established so far will continue until death do us a part

thank you all of you...
(-edwin -iswari)


Kamis, 23 Februari 2012

L.O.V.E.

Cinta dan kasih sayang itu milik siapa saja yang mau dan mampu..
Tak peduli kamu kaya atau miskin..
Karena cinta itu soal hati..
Bukan sekedar materi..
Sources:http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=2419494865321&set=a.1245520396693.28165.1789892839&type=1&ref=nf

belum berubah..#@!?

sangat disayangkan..
sangat disesalkan..
buat dunia marah dan mengamuk
buat dunia tertawa dengan sinis
      apa masih ada secuil pikiran yang bersih?
      apa masih ada segenggam martabat?
      dan apa masih ada celah diotakmu..?
gelap mata duniamu silaukan keangkuhanmu
tidak setitik terang dalam cara sifatmu
      kamu...ya kamu...
      kami mual lihat mukamu
      kami marah dengan caramu
      kami muntah dengan instruksimu

Selasa, 21 Februari 2012

february 20th....

"if you die, you're completely happy
and your soul somewhere lives on.
I'm not afraid of dying
Total peace after death,
becoming someone else
is the best hope i've got..!!!"

Kurt Cobain, born Kurt Donald Cobain on 20 February 1967, in Aberdeen, Washington, was a talented, troubled performer who became a rock legend with his band Nirvana in the 1990s.
        Growing up in a small logging town, Cobain showed an interest in art and music. He excelled at drawing, so much so that his talents were even apparent in kindergarten. He also learned to play piano by ear and enjoyed a kiddie drum kit his parents had given him. At his father's urging, Cobain also played a little league baseball. He sometimes spent time with his little sister Kim who was born in 1971, but both Cobain children had to deal with their parents yelling and fighting as their marriage became increasingly stormy.
        After his parents divorced when he was nine, Cobain became withdrawn. He went to live with his father after the divorce. On the weekends, he would visit his mother and his sister. When his father remarried, Cobain resented his stepmother Jenny and her two children. One of the bright spots of this difficult time was a present he received from his uncle Chuck—a guitar. Although the instrument was fairly beat up, it inspired Cobain to learn to play and it offered him a respite from his unhappiness at home. Alienated and angry, he believed that his father always took his stepmother’s side and favoured her children and his half-brother Chad who had been born in 1979. Cobain began experimenting with drugs in his mid-teens, and he pushed himself farther away from his father.
        In 1982, Cobain left his father’s place and bounced around from relative to relative for several months. He then went to live with his mother who was with her boyfriend Pat O’Connor at the time (they later married). Attending high school in Aberdeen, he impressed teachers and students with his artistic talents. Cobain seemed to have odd tastes in subject matter, drawing a sperm transforming into an embryo for one project, according to 'Heavier than Heaven: A Biography of Kurt Cobain' by Charles R. Cross.
Cobain’s life changed when he started listening punk rock. Discovering a local punk band, the Melvins, he befriended Buzz Osbourne, a member of the group. Osbourne introduced him to some other punk bands, such as the Sex Pistols. The Melvins often practiced in a space near drummer Dale Crover’s house and a lot of fans, including Cobain, came to these sessions and hung out. As high school progressed, he was doing more drinking and drugging. Cobain also got into fights with his mother who was also drinking a lot, and he could not stand his stepfather.
        Cobain spent much of 1984 and 1985 living in various places. He spent time living with friends when he could and sleeping in apartment building hallways and a hospital waiting room when he did not have any other place to crash. In July 1985, Cobain was arrested for spray painting buildings in town with some of his friends. His friends got away, but Cobain was caught and taken to the police station. He later received a fine and a suspended sentence for his actions. Several months later, Cobain started his first band, Fecal Matter. They recorded a few songs together at his aunt Mari’s house, but they never played any gigs.
        The next year Cobain was in trouble with the law again after being found wandering around an abandoned building drunk at night. As a result, he ended up spending several days in jail. Cobain started playing music with bassist Krist Novoselic who was two years older than him. They knew each other from Novoselic’s younger brother Robert and from hanging around The Melvins. A local drummer named Aaron Burckhard soon joined in. Their first gig was a house party in 1987. This same year, Cobain started going out with Tracy Marander, his first serious girlfriend. The two eventually were living together in Olympia. Although they struggled financially, the couple seemed to enjoy the rock and roll lifestyle. Cobain spent a lot of his time exploring different creative outlets—writing, painting, drawing, and making collages.
        In 1988, Cobain was able to make some of his rock ambitions come true. He finally settled on the name Nirvana for the group. They made their first single, 'Love Buzz', which was released by the small independent label Sub Pop Records. By this time, Burckhard was out and Chad Channing had taken over drumming duties. Nirvana’s popularity in the Seattle music scene was growing, and they released their debut album, 'Bleach', in 1989. While it failed to make much of a splash, the recording showed signs of Cobain’s emerging talent as a songwriter, especially the ballad 'About a Girl'. Their signature sound, which included elements of punk and heavy metal, was also apparent on the album. Cobain felt mistreated by Sub Pop, believing that the company devoted more resources toward promoting other acts such as Soundgarden and Mudhoney.
        While his band was struggling to make it, Cobain made a fateful connection in his personal life. In 1990, Cobain met his match in an edgy rocker named Courtney Love. The two met at a show at the Portland, Oregon nightclub Satyricon. While they were interested in each other, their relationship did not get off the ground until much later.
        That same year, he got a chance to know some of his rock and roll heroes when the band toured with Sonic Youth. Nirvana was going through some internal changes at the time. Their friend Dale Crover filled in on drums, as Cobain and Novoselic had kicked out Channing. After the tour, they finally found a replacement in Dave Grohl who had played with Washington, D.C. hardcore band Scream.
        Despite their antiestablishment and punk tendencies, Nirvana made the leap to a major label in 1991 when they signed with Geffen Records. That same year, they released 'Nevermind', which spearheaded a music revolution. With the raw edges of punk and the blistering guitars of metal, their sound was labeled “grunge” for its murky and rough qualities.
        The single 'Smells Like Teen Spirit'—like many Nirvana tracks—modulated between the soft and the thrashing. And Cobain was equally convincing as he sang the song’s mellow chorus and as he screamed its final lines. It proved to be the group’s biggest single and helped take the entire album to the top of the charts.
        Soon, Cobain was being called one of the best songwriters of his generation. This, along with the rapid rise of the group, put pressure on the talented and sensitive 24-year-old. Cobain began to worry about how his music was being received and how to regain control of a seemingly uncontrollable future. He had started using heroin in the early 1990s. The drug provided an escape as well as some relief for his chronic stomach problems.
        While his personal life was in turmoil, Cobain had continued success professionally. Nirvana's highly acclaimed album 'In Utero' was released in September 1993 and went to the top of the album charts. Full of highly personal lyrics by Cobain about his many life struggles, the recording featured a fair amount of hostility toward people and situations that Cobain reviled. He took on the recording industry with 'Radio Friendly Unit Shifter'. It also had some more tender moments with 'Heart-Shaped Box', which is supposed to be about his marriage to Love. Guitar Player magazine described the album as having “a startling level of anger, energy, and jaded intelligence.” 
        On 5 April 1994, in the guest house behind his Seattle home, Cobain committed suicide. He placed a shotgun into his mouth and fired, killing himself instantly. He left a lengthy suicide note in which he addressed his many fans as well as his wife and young daughter. Despite the official ruling of his death as a suicide, some have wondered whether it was murder and whether Love had been involved in his death.
        Even after death, Cobain continued to intrigue and inspire fans. The group released 'Unplugged in New York' shortly after Cobain’s death and it went to the top of the charts. Two years later, a collection of their songs entitled 'From the Muddy Banks of the Wishkah' was released, and again the group scored a huge hit, reaching the number three spot on the album charts.
       With Cobain gone, there has been a struggle about what to do with what he left behind. Grohl and Novoselic fought with Love for years over Nirvana’s music. In September 2002, Love announced that they had finally resolved their long legal battle over unreleased material. An anthology of their songs, 'Nirvana', was released that year, including the previously unreleased track 'You Know You’re Right'. Two collections that included other previously unreleased material followed with 2004’s 'With the Lights Out' and 2005’s 'Sliver: The Best of the Box'.

Heavier Than Heaven: The Biography of Kurt Cobain by Charles R. Cross


Sources: http://www.thebiographychannel.co.uk/biographies/kurt-cobain.html

Senin, 20 Februari 2012

LoVe mYSelf....

footsteps may be stopped for a moment to breathe in a bit of breath
not trampled or slammed, but more due to improved attitudes
maybe just a few people who realize what a wonderful world if it is more respectful to each other not only because of momentary desire to dominate the world
 

hey ...
it would be better if you see the situation not to blame the state of
in every breath is drawn into the chest cavity is not something that can be calculated
at every blink of the eye is not something that can be translated into words
all of that by the grace of GOD
 

hey ..
it's time to step away from stepping
it's time to do something
it's time to make decisions
 

because 
my life is a wonderful journey full of twists...

Rabu, 15 Februari 2012

UNWELL

All day...
Staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night...
Hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on...
I'm feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
I don't know why
         I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
         I know, right now you can't tell
         But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
         A different side of me
         I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
         I know, right now you don't care
         But soon enough you're gonna think of me
         And how I used to be

Me...
Talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
I know...
I know they've all been talking 'bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong
With me...
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow...
I've lost my mind
          I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
          I know, right now you can't tell
          But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
          A different side of me
          I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
          I know right now you don't care
          But soon enough you're gonna think of me
          And how I used to be
I been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away
          I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
          I know, right now you can't tell
          But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
          A different side of me
          I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
          I know, right now you don't care
          But soon enough you're gonna think of me
          And how I used to be
Hey, how I used to be
How I used to be, yeah
Well I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be

Sources: unwell-matchbox twenty

TINTIN pernah ke Indonesia

Komikus luar negeri bisa tahu tentang Indonesia yang sangat membanggakan bahwa komikus bukan hanya tahu tentang Indonesia saja namun tahu tentang “Djakarta”.
Di episode petualangan Tintin “flight 714” dalam english version juga menuliskan percakapan bahasa indonesia dan juga menggambarkan keberadaan komodo.


Penasaran??langsung cekidot komiknya aja.. :-)

Sources: pict by "fratelo kaskuser"

Selasa, 14 Februari 2012

renungan sejenak

memaafkan adalah hal yang sangat mudah
melakukannya sama seperti pada saat kita melakukan suatu kesalahan
namun manusia bukanlah seorang malaikat
manusia mempunyai rasa..
rasa....
benci,sayang,marah,dengki,lelah,gembira,sedih,haru,iba,riang
manusia bukanlah patung
manusia juga bukan robot
tapi...
semua manusia diciptakan memiliki hati
hati nurani yang diberikan oleh-NYA
untuk dapat saling menghargai dan menghormati sesamanya..
lalu...
masihkah kita mendendam..??

Disiplin pada Anak

Mengajarkan disiplin pada anak harus dimulai sejak dini. Tidak hanya anak yang harus konsisten menjalani, tapi sebagai orangtua juga harus konsisten melakukanya sebagai contoh untuk anak.Orangtua harus konsisten dalam menerapkan jadwal karena hal ini akan terus dibawa si Anak hingga dewasa.

Untuk menjadikan anak seperti dijelaskan di atas, sebagai orangtua Anda harus memenuhi syarat utamanya yaitu:

1. Konsisten memberikan contoh dalam keseharian.
2. Konsisten memberi kesempatan pada anak untuk berbuat kesalahan agar anak belajar dari kesalahan dan   
    memperbaikinya.
3. Memahami dengan baik apa alasan utama dari pentingnya kedisiplinan.
4. Pembiasaan untuk melakukan kesepakatan bersama dengan anak mengenai bentuk kedisiplinan. Termasuk 
    dalam menentukan jenis hukuman yang harus mencerminkan proses pembelajaran dalam diri anak.
5. Mengakui kesalahan dan minta maaf kepada anak jika orangtua menyesali ekspresi kemarahan ketika 
    memberi hukuman pada anak.
6. Bertanggungjawab dengan memperbaiki kesalahan yang dilakukan orangtua terhadap anak ketika memberi 
    hukuman, sekaligus menjelaskan bahwa Anda sebagai orangtua kecewa dengan ketidakdisiplinan anak.

Sudahkah Anda siap mengajarkan disiplin kepada anak Anda? atau Anda sendiri masih perlu mendisplinkan diri? Semoga masukan tersebut bisa bermanfaat bagi Orangtua yang ingin mengajarkan disiplin pada anak Anda.

Sources: http://id.she.yahoo.com/siap-ajarkan-disiplin-pada-anak-093451157.html

Senin, 13 Februari 2012

Selamat Jalan Yusuf Sigit....

Ayah...
terimakasih telah mengajakku ke Monas
aku belum pernah lihat Monas
senang sekali hatiku diajak ayah melihat Monas
    Pagi itu aku digendong ibu
    kita jalan bersama ayah, nenek dan bibi
    pagi yang indah
    cuaca pun cerah
    kita berjalan bersama menuju Monas
Kita semua bahagia
jarang sekali kita bisa jalan-jalan seperti ini
ayah sibuk mencari nafkah
aku sudah lama rindu ayah

Ayah...
tiba-tiba kita lihat mobil hitam itu
melayang dari depan
menggelinding menimpa kakak-kakak itu
lalu menimpa kita semua
aku pun terpental
terlepas dari pelukan ibu

Ayah...
maafkan aku mendahuluimu
aku masih sangat ingin bersamamu
ingin bermain denganmu
ingin berlama-lama dalam pelukanmu
tapi Allah lebih menyayangiku
Allah menginginkanku pulang...

Ayah...
terimakasih sudah berusaha keras menyelamatkanku
terimakasih sudah mencoba memberiku minum
terimakasih sudah memelukku dan menciumku
aku sayang ayah sampai kapanpun

Ayah...
kita akan berjumpa kembali di alam yang jauh lebih baik daripada alam dunia..
 
 
Sources: http://www.facebook.com/IndonesianPhotography

Pengorbanan Seorang Ibu

Setelah gempa telah mereda, ketika para penyelamat mencapai reruntuhan rumah seorang wanita muda, mereka melihat mayat-nya melalui celah-celah tapi wanita tersebut berpose begitu aneh, dia berlutut seperti seseorang yang menyembah; tubuhnya condong ke depan, dan dua tangan yang mendukung oleh suatu benda. Rumah roboh telah menimpa punggung dan kepalanya.

Dengan begitu banyak kesulitan, pemimpin tim penyelamat meletakkan tangannya melalui celah sempit di dinding untuk mencapai tubuh wanita itu. Dia berharap bahwa wanita ini bisa jadi masih hidup. Namun, tubuh dingin dan kaku menandakan bahwa wanita tersebut pasti telah meninggal.

Pemimpin tim dan seluruh anggota tim lalu meninggalkan rumah ini dan akan mencari gedung yang runtuh berikutnya. Namun karena alasan tertentu, pemimpin tim terdorong untuk kembali ke rumah hancur dari wanita tadi. Pemimpin tim ini lalu berlutut lagi dan menggunakan kepalanya melalui celah-celah sempit untuk mencari sedikit ruang di bawah mayat wanita tersebut. Tiba-tiba, ia berteriak dengan gembira, "Anak kecil! Ada anak kecil!"

Lalu seluruh tim bekerja bersama-sama, dengan hati-hati mereka menyingkirkan tumpukan benda hancur di sekitar wanita yang sudah meninggal. Ada seorang anak kecil berusia 3 bulan terbungkus selimut bunga-bunga di bawah mayat ibunya. Jelas, wanita itu telah membuat pengorbanan untuk menyelamatkan anaknya. Ketika rumahnya jatuh, ia menggunakan tubuhnya untuk membuat penutup untuk melindungi anaknya. Anak itu masih tidur pulas ketika pemimpin tim mengangkatnya.

Para dokter datang cepat untuk mengevakuasi anak kecil itu. Setelah ia membuka selimut, ia melihat sebuah ponsel di dalam selimut. Ada pesan teks pada layar. Dikatakan, "Jika kamu dapat bertahan hidup, kamu harus ingat bahwa aku mencintaimu." Ponsel ini berkeliling dari satu tangan ke tangan yang lain pada tim itu. Setiap tubuh yang membaca pesan tersebut menangis. "Jika kamu dapat bertahan hidup, kamu harus ingat bahwa aku mencintaimu." Itu artinya cinta ibu untuk anaknya!!

sources: http://www.facebook.com/IndonesianPhotography 

Somewhere Out There

Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight
Someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight
Somewhere out there someone's saying a prayer
That we'll find one another in that big somewhere out there

And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true

And even though I know how very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star
And when the night wind starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky

Somewhere out there if love can see us through
Then we'll be together somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true

sources : written by James Horner, Barry Mann, Cynthia Weil